im sorry i really cannot bear with it anymore.
wad do you have against me
i really want to improve
i used to love it so much that i do it everyday
and i dun get sick of it cos enjoy it
but just now as i was merely filing all my work
i felt just totally terribly discouraged looking at all the markings
i realise there hasnt been any good tick so far
i cant seem to find back the joy, the encouragement
i've been bearing with it
just like how you are bearing with me right now
you may be thinking why am i whining here
and not trying to improve myself
it isnt helping
im hurt
if it wasnt obvious enough




i hate tml
i hate tuesday even much more
it has never been that terrible for me before.
in case you din realise
im sorry i may sound selfish here
but i really cant help feeling hurt.

now im done
i shall go back to hell trying to do it
before i get barberqued tml
any case i'll still get burnt
just a matter of how charred i'll be.