doh a deer a female deer.

its only this year that so many things have to happen.
when life seems to be the shortest in these two years
when we just blink our eyes and everything can change over a day
when i came to realisation of so many things.
the place for education does not seem to hold its name
no feeling of being nurtured.
more of feeling lower.
no matter how hard you can try.
some things some opinions some impression of people just cant be altered
no matter how hard the person try.
i just wanna feel being treated equal.
is it that hard?
its never that bad.
i should have gone to be a nun.