Honestly, Its been an unpleasant week...
or maybe two weeks!
the fact is
Im unhapppy.
except for Naz crashing AJ.
and talking to her again.
The MASSIVE encounters with
insects and physical injuries.
and stoning/spacing out
practically every spare second i had.
slipping and falling down
so helpless!!
taking a longer time to travel home cos of the rain
which caused me to alight at woodlands
and take a bus from the interchange.
was almost clamped by the train doors
got pushed and hit!
Im told that im repulsive!!
the canteen stall holders dun like me
slept on stranger's shoulder from marina to yishun
life is hard to comprehend
i feel small and more than that
which cant be spelled out here
and so entrapped with things/ other worldly matters which
i think i should bother a little with
yet i think im too laidback
maybe i should be more. concerned/bothered
but the fact is i think i cant be bothered
or maybe im too spaced out
or maybe i spend too much time thinking about otherr things
i dun even conprehend myself
omgthisissoannnoying!!
nonsensical!!!
there are times when im tiredd of everything too!
I feel too small to take all these alone
isnt this a confusing post

letmethink. on a brighter note....
umm..
my hamsters are still alive and fat.
my mum bought milk
she actually laughed at me for sleeping on the stranger's shoulder
amongst all the naggings she's been giving me
even for how i woke up late today and spent 40min packing my bag to leave the house
and complaining how im spoiling all my shoes or generally all kinds of footwear
from slippers to heels
i should just go barefooted like Ghandi

My swollen ankle is like a reflection of my life

ok maybe i really do complain so much!
and i just wasted so much of my time
Ahh nvm!!!!
who cares anyway
wad's my getaway?
Hmmmmm. !

This post is due to sudden outburst of emotions
( im just too tired!)
sorry for any unintended shocking effects ( if there's even any)
ive no alternatives.
(: