Wow so its like, 3rd of Feb 2009 already and all im thinking about now is Time which is pretty pointless considering how i'll not achieve anything academically by the end of this post. Im just trying to find something to do or to concretise my thoughts for the day so as to escape from finishing Permutations and Combinations which im ashamed to say the supposed deadline for that tutorial. My body and soul may be on the verge of falling into pieces, but somehow somewhere in me, im still pretty determined to complete a long list of things tonight in prediction of the two busy and exciting days ahead. I shudder at the thought, the wonder, if every week of 2009 is gonna be like that from now on. There's some evolution in me... Im actually totally absorbed in economics lessons, and answering questions just so to quicken the pace of the lesson ( because the answers are jumping right in the everyone's faces but no one's answering?! ) I mean, if i can get the answers, i bet majority did too, which annoys me even more. Like for example, there's only fiscal and monetary policy to choose from; I think its rather impossible that im the only one who thought of fiscal policy. This is already getting really weird, coming from me. And i tried to stayback and complete some homework so it wouldnt be so disastrous if i collapse on my bed within 10min of attempting homework. But i only accomplished some here and there. All i can think about is, how many breaks will i have tomorrow? or how much homework can i complete tonight again. And i imagine the days ahead. And it doesnt help when this supposedly new phone shuts down by itself like ten times a day and im too lazy to send it for repair. Argh, thats random.

So, few days back i wanted to reflect on some things i was enraged about but was too tired to switch on my computer. Even now im using my bro's com cos its nearer to my current position. Certain thing happened last week, which made me mull over it probably even up till today. I started to think and debate within myself whether what i did was correct; to 'interfere' into others' 'privacy'. The feminist/meddlesome me says its definitely the thing to do, yet others say i shouldnt have done that. I still feel like ive done no wrong but merely to raise a point of concern.To say that may be too heavy/ light, whichever one may think, but i felt it was necessary. In fact, Angela still think it is! Anycase, that has set me thinking about it, and contemplate whether the idealistic, beautiful and mutual kind still exists.

ohnos. Should i continue to stare at the bookshelf opposite me or get another cup of green tea? Or increase the volume of the radio or like what my mum suggests: take a trip to Genting during the weekends. ( provided im free )

I hope it rains tomorrow morning. Isnt it wonderful if someone decides to do that for you after reading your entry?

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