things i'll never say...

ooo wheee... today had dance practice again. hahahaha.. guess wad happened to the fish?! hahaha...the fin was successfully glued back. er..maybe not. ahahahaa.. cos the fin was glued back the other way. LOL... as in one of the fins was pointing to the front while the other to the back. LOLLL..poor fish.hahaha.. it still belongs to the weird animals group. hahaha....ohh. and me and joel realised that actually all the soft toys in the room we were practising are weirddd!!! LOLLL. so he went to stuff all the soft toys into the weird animals corner. hahahaa.. and i forgot to remind him to bring needle and threadd. anyway.. then joshua was teaching joel how to pronounce 'be a man' in a mannnnn way. LOL. that was seriously funnny. then some stuff happened but it all ended well in the end la. sorta. haha =)

anyway. i have loooong ago forgived my mum. like the next day after we like quarelled. hahahahahahahaa ( so joel stop talking about thatt) hahaha... my mum's so niceee. she made dumplings todayyyy! and we all had that for dinner. how nice of herr. she's soo nice =)) i lovee her. wheeeeeee....

GOOD CHARLOTTE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. july 12 05. who's goinggg? ask me alongg. but i doubt i have the money. im so broke nowww. but anyway.. i still wannnnnna goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

Things i'll never say

la la la la la
I'm tugging at my hair
I'm pulling at my clothes
I'm trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
I'm staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
I'm searching for the words inside my head
'Cuz I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee...
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things I'll never say

It don't do me any good
It's just a waste of time
What use is it to you, what's on my mind?
If it ain't comin' out
We're not goin' anywhere
So why can't I just tell you that I care?
'Cuz I'm feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...you're worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess I'm wishing my life away...
With these things I'll never say

What's wrong, with my tongue
These words keep slippin' away...
I stutter...I stumble
Like I've got nothin' to sa-ay...
I'm feelin' nervous
Tryin' to be so perfect
'Cuz I know you're worth it...
You're worth it...yeah
la la la la la la la la la...
La la la la la la la la la...
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say

If I could say what I want to say
I'd say I want to blow you... away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess I'm wishing my life away
With these things I'll never say
With these things I'll never say

when i show.. it doesnt mean i care..
but when i dun show..it doesnt mean i dun care! =(
somethings i'll jjust never say.
if only i could say what i wanna say..
i dun have the courage.