i see God in daddy.
his hands are so tan and rough
it's so longer the same after his operation in 2005.
it hurts me and im so proud of his hands..(:
it's the same pair that
carried me when i was young,
bought food for me whenever im hungry,
keep me tight in my blanket at night,
amend the things that i screwed up,
wave at me when we have to say goodbye.
it's the same pair that delivers the 'body of christ' to the elderly who have problems travelling to church. i've never realised how much have happened in his life until today morning.
as we sat down and eat breakfast with Father Chai. he shared alot of things with him and i listened. dad talked about how he experienced God's wonderful love for us. he's such a good planner. he plans for everything to happen. so. if my phone is still not functioning well later, i know that he planned it this way. so i have to live with it. anyway back to daddy. he talked about how every first week of the month he has to travel to homes and homes after church to deliver communion to the elderly. how some of them after eating it, coincidentally went to heaven soon, like 1 day after that. God planned for it to happen. sometimes, daddy feels the urge to visit some specific elderly to give communion even if he wasnt told to do so. and after communion, the person suddenly lost her consciousness after half an hour..and went to heaven a few days later. everything is planned so miraculously by God. i feel fortunate and blessed to have a daddy like him(:
i see God in him.

Jesus, lover of my soul
Jesus, i will never let you go
you've taken me, from the miry clay
you've set my upon the rock
and now i know

i love you
i need you
though my world may fall
i'll never let you go
my saviour
my closest friend
i will worship you
until the very end.