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my brother is leaving for US this august for a year to study ): ): ):
huhh. how am i supposed to do without him ):
nobody to help me switch off the lights when i fall asleep
no one to snatch the remote control with
no one will cook maggie mee with egg for me
no one to talk with other than parents
no more goodies to eat
no more green tea
no more ice chocolate
no more war movies
no more laptop
no more trying to wake him up every sunday morning to go church
no one to accompany me awake at night
no birthday presents for two years
no alarm clock ringing at weird hour
no scouts uniform hanging around the house

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i'll be so lonely. and i doubt my eldest brother will move back and stay with us.
i see him online often and everytime he's busy.
busy busy busy
studyyyying.
grrrr.

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