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Right now, somehow i feel like plugging in to Linkin Park's songs. Its been ages since i last heard 'Faint' and other tracks released around then. Need to hear more of Rob Bourdon. Ive always wanted to submerge myself in rock concerts till eternity ( or till im deaf) cos i think that's how i feel alive. ( well, one of the ways) (:

Maybe its because everything's been at the wrong pace for me since January. Its as if im a third person viewing how things around me are moving at a faster pace. I pondered over this on my way home on the mrt because i was confused, perplexed. Are Singaporeans really that busy? that in a rush for time?? even when its off work? Why do they have to squeeze into that train which apparently fully-packed and not wait for the next train which is coming like in 3min? choosing to be squeezed up till the level which you cant move your limbs. Maybe it has become an unconscious action. Its bewildering how punctual my new teachers are, to be in class by the time the bell rang and yet, my classmates can be even more punctual than that. It never happened last year.

And my GP tutor is so amazing.. the whole class ( 'whole' sounds extreme. at least syaf and i..) can stop breathing for awhile.. just to hear Mrs Zheng complete her sentence. Just like today, i could use around 2min to admire the weather outside our class and turn back, realising that she finally just completed that sentence she started 2min ago. Certainly the advantage of that is we can really absorb every single word she said because we still have to anticipate what is her next word. She takes 3seconds to call my name. ( 1 second for a syllable)

Furthermore, there's eternity breaks...forever and ever.

The servers are walking so slow during masses too.

Everything's either too slow or fast. Baffling.

Happy belated birthday to Jae Joong, Charmaine, Toh Xinyi and Syaf ( & Shakira)! (: